Do you know what its like to hurt?
I try falling out of love, but falling out of love
means falling into someone else, and you were
the one I tripped for.
~ Lindsey Caitlyn Emery
I’ve not posted in FOEVER!! It seems weird to do so now. But I have to get this out.
I am an openly bisexual woman. I’m not afraid of letting the world know. But…I have a problem. I still love my boyfriend dearly. I can never replace him. But… I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH BROWN’S BEST GIRLFRIEND!
AKA..my friend Kadi.
My problem, I can’t tell her, I can’t tell Brown…I can’t tell anyone…
Do you know what its like to love someone enough that it hurts knowing that they don’t love you the same way? It feels like my heart is going to rip out of my chest in a violent way. Whenever I see her with another people, mostly guys, my chest aches the way it would if I had lost a lover.
I’ve never felt this way about another girl. They were always just fun little flings…I’ve never actually LOVED one…not to this extent.
HOW DO I HANDLE THIS?!
